My World

It was once you who I love
Now it is you who I hate
It all started from the start, my birth
I used to watch you, and think about you all day
Then slowly I started to fade away into the night
Wishing to sleep forever, because I’m full of fear


But is what keeps me walking, this fear
One of those is the fear to love
I say that because it may be fun until the night
Although sometimes we as humans unintentionally hate
Sometimes while sitting on my couch I review the day
Looking at all the evil things I have given life, given birth


As demonically evil, this spiritual birth
Lucifer brings an ever-burning insight to fear
But may a spirit of white metaphorically save the day
Into the mirror I see face, in his heart you see the pain of love
Into the mirror I see a face, in his eyes you see the flames of hate
Spreading his wings, disappearing into the night


Yet I feel that the moon shall not show this night
For the spirit of the Wicca child starts it’s birth
The lonely women afraid of the sorrow show’s her hate
Lasting the agony of the men’s fear
The lonely women lost her husband from lust to love
Until than she wishes for the time the Wicca child sees day


Why, o’ why does Satan rule this day
Asking my god to keep me safe for this night
The sailor’s spirit watches the bay in search of his love
A new day is bright of a blind babies birth
Again, yet again, Beelzebub leads his army of fear
For this, yes this, I despise this world full of hate


As this story comes to a close, feel the pain, the hate
As the day turns again to dusk, remember that lonely day
Once more look upon your history, feel the fear
As the sky turns purple, out come the spirits of the night
Remember in that hospital when the evil was given birth
Look upon your memories, one time this world knew love


But all of the love, is gone and turned to hate.
Those who have been there for the birth, they no longer live this day.
I look out my window at night, hearing the whispers in the shadows I grow fear.